my cat has gone missing

last time i saw him was on saturday. i am so worried right now and bawling my eyes out and drjgsdfgh. he's not an outdoors cat, so he doesn't have a collar or anything. someone might've taken him or he might be dead i just don't know

i really want him back

I am really too fucking slow.

A friend that I haven't even known for more than a month has apparently starting going out with the guy I've been in love with for over a year.  And she knows my feelings for him.

This is the second time this has happened with the same guy.

Maybe I should just fucking give up.  I'm not made for love crap.